unfamiliarity
9:39 PM
Unfamiliarity is hard at the beginning. We all know it. Its the uncomfortable feeling that doesn't really go away. No matter how much you and I like to get used to it, or how much other people trivialize the feeling, it just isn't something I get used to.
Coupled with the fact that we almost always forget things that we read and experience. Notably for self-help books. Something we read about, no matter how ground-breaking it felt while reading it, if we don't remember it and make it part of our belief and take action upon it, it will remain unfamiliar to our brain and body - and soon will wither in the recess of our mind until we randomly stumble upon it again. And the cycle repeats.